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9. cutCut my hair,
With this new style they might stop calling me whore,
Cut off my food,
Then they might stop calling me fat,
Cut through my skin,
Maybe they will see how human I am,
Cut off my air supply,
And let me suffocate,
Cut my wrists,
I love how my blood dances as it runs down my hand,
Cut off the rest of my social life,
Theres no point having it,
Cut me to pieces,
You might as well,
Cut away what's left of me,
And finish what you started,
Cut, cut, cut,
Is what you do to me,
The only thing is you cut the wrong things,
Why can't you cut my pain away,
Why can't you cut their confidence instead,
Show them what it's like

42. stillKeep still,
Don't move,
Don't make a sound,
Don't even breathe,
Hold back your emotion,
No physical movement,
Hold your breath,
For as long as you can,
Keep the lights on,
As the angels are coming,
In their cases of stone,
There weeping faces,
For now they are quite peaceful...
For now,
One final warning,
Whatever you do,
While in their presence,
DON'T BLINK.

20. fortitudeI see fortitude in her eyes,
I see bravery controlling her from the inside,
I know she can survive the darkest times,
As her courage shall be her light,
Bullying won't destroy her life,
It will make her stronger,
I see fear won't bring her down,
Her strength shall wear the crown,
Through the wind and the rain,
She stands hard like a stone,
In this world that she can't rise above,
That bit of love,
Gives her hope,
And another days life.

55.needPlease,
Please don't leave me,
I need you so much,
You're my everything,
And without you I'm nothing,
Life still will have meaning,
A meaning to find you,
Please just hear cries,
I'm begging on my knees,
I pray you'll hear my plea,
And stop my heart breaking,
Keep my soul.

24. wantI want to feel the tips of your finger tips,
Pressings gently against my flesh of my face,
I want to hear your heavenly voice,
That's ever so smexy and draws me in,
I love the way you purr as you say my name,
It makes me want to be a part of your masterpiece,
I love the way you make me feel,
Like a teenage dream that's here to stay,
I want to know that you love,
And that you'll stay beside me,
I want to know that you can heal my heartbreak,
For real though not just with a bit of pva glue,
I love the way you protect me,
It makes me feel safe,
I love that you let me protect you back,
It makes me feel whole,
I want to feel the wa

18. underYou won't save me,
Not because you can't,
It's because you don't care,
You stood and watched me go under,
Deeper and deeper into the darkness of my souls,
Slowly spiralling out of control,
I've seen you laughed from the deep of your black heart,
I've seen you grin and snigger,
But I have never seen a single tear,
Is that normal for you,
To watch someone going under into a sea of despair,
Like its a movie,
For you to enjoy.

6. breakIt's easy to break and make no sound,
Bones can crack with visible sign,
Your heart can shatter and no one will know,
Life can crash and no one has to hear,
Skin can be battered and easily covered,
Love can be torn and only two will be aware,
Lungs can be ruptured but not change your breathing,
Dreams can broken and you won't even care,
Life can be shaken but no one will notice,
A soul can be violated but no one will listen,
And your cry for help can always be seen as defective.

where did you go?Where did you go?
Where are you now?
Do you miss me?
Have you replaced me?
Are you alive?
Do you think I'm dead?
Are you in pain?
Are you hurt as much as me?
Are you coming back?
Are you moving on?
Are you awake too?
Do you think I'm able to sleep?
Now that you're gone,
It's like a knifes in my chest,
Didnt realize how much I needed you,

62.voodooFeel that stabbing,
Deep in your heart,
That my dear,
Is from my doll,
Stab a needle through the thread,
And let you know,
Why I can't move on,
You think it's bad,
Well I felt it every day,
And now for my sweet revenge,
I shall make you feel exactly the same,
With my little voodoo doll,
For me,
Nothing shall go wrong.

63. dont disturbMy eyes say,
'Don't disturb,'
But my heat cries for love,
Loneliness won't leave me be,
It owns my mind,
Stops me from a broken scream,
If loneliness would move out,
I could make time for you and me.

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hiya,

been feeling like this alot lately

not sure what to do...i try to speak out but, i just cant.

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~Sasu-Mad-House-96 Sep 14, 2010

Coz ya don't like violence, swear at em. I know how you feel, just be yourself and try not to give a shit about what anyone else says, they're just dickheads who try to make someone elses life worse than theirs. Great poem by the way

~Betneybob Sep 15, 2010

thanx

i'll try my best to ignore them

~Sasu-Mad-House-96 Sep 15, 2010

good

~poeticocean Sep 14, 2010 Student General Artist

That's the whole point of these guys. If it wasn't you it would be someone else. It's what they do. I'm trying to say it's not your fault. Talk to a counsellor/aunt/uncle/parent/teacher anyone who will listen. if they don't listen move on to the next person. Someone will hear you and try to help.

Good luck

~Betneybob Sep 14, 2010

i have to be someone else at school... every body thinks i have deppression again when i act the slightest bit like myself

i've tried so hard to get people to listen but when they do they dont do anything

thanx

~poeticocean Sep 15, 2010 Student General Artist

Hey, it's not hopeless. Try this. Google anti-bully UK.
Anti-bullying Week is an annual UK event... you read the rest.
Also look up:
www.bullying.co.uk
www.anti-bullyingallegiance.org.uk
www.nationalbullyinghelpline.co.uk

You could go to the headmaster and ask that your school do one of their programmes, and tell him that you are being bullied. Go to your teachers...all of them that you trust.

Phone the help-lines and talk, even if it's just to have someone listen

And I will be waiting to hear if you have any luck.
Trust me. You are not alone!!!

~Betneybob Sep 15, 2010

it feels like it, and thanx i will look at them later

thay have a program, theres this women your ment to go to, i saw her and she did nothing and my headteacher is the biggest noob ever

thanx for the advice nd the watch :3

~poeticocean Sep 15, 2010 Student General Artist

Aah, I'm so sorry that you have had to handle all this

Well, good luck, I don't know what else to say

but you do have my support and the support of your friends

~Betneybob Sep 15, 2010

its okay

thank you so much

~poeticocean Sep 17, 2010 Student General Artist

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